I miss you and all this time I might have wrong with you but that's all I've felt I was hard I could not live like this all of this.
dear in what way I could express it to you.
I was afraid if I disappoint you with honesty.
am I wrong if I hurt you with honesty?
oh god let alone trials that you gave me?
okay I know this all is learning how I can be mature in dealing with problems.
and all I know this will all culminate with the beautiful and happiness.