Cukuuup !!!

I just know, because I was afraid when I've started to love, you go left me without a cause that exactly why you go to leave.

I know enough about you and your attitude, after we go through this all a lot of good lessons that you taught me, maybe it all would I regard as one adult step down.

OK I understand how I should live it all, I know why you are so and certainly knows why you and god only knows.

there lived this pain I felt that I could delete all these injuries, I willingly accept this reality despite the bitter lesson for me but this is a boon for me and live the life of the future.

I'm Feel Guilty For you bebih :') i'm so sorry...

I miss you and all this time I might have wrong with you but that's all I've felt I was hard I could not live like this all of this.

dear in what way I could express it to you.
I was afraid if I disappoint you with honesty.

am I wrong if I hurt you with honesty?

oh god let alone trials that you gave me?
okay I know this all is learning how I can be mature in dealing with problems.
and all I know this will all culminate with the beautiful and happiness.

My feeling now !!!

confused, sad, uncertain, that's how I feel now that feeling somehow more in every day trying to torture.

sue a better choice to pick the best for me.
but for now it is not easy for me to decide a hard choice in my mind.
I know someday this all will happen where I had to choose among the best being the best for me.

and I also do not want to hurt anyone, with any approach or judging from the attitude I might be a choice that will decide my future run with him :)