confused, sad, uncertain, that's how I feel now that feeling somehow more in every day trying to torture.
sue a better choice to pick the best for me.
but for now it is not easy for me to decide a hard choice in my mind.
I know someday this all will happen where I had to choose among the best being the best for me.
and I also do not want to hurt anyone, with any approach or judging from the attitude I might be a choice that will decide my future run with him :)
